Excerpts from my before sunrise story

He covered her with his coat, she felt cold, and Tom wanted to cover Audrey up not just to give her warmth but to suppress her natural seductive body. Audrey's skin turned into gold during that night, Tom had to admit to her that he feels seduced already and can’t stop looking at her breasts that is why he covered her. Audrey said confidently and unaffected “I know you are looking”, she insisted holding Tom’s hands just because it was warm but she held his arm just like they were lovers for a long time. Audrey suddenly said “I am so horny”, Tom was unaffected by this, he likes Audrey even more so now that they have finally gotten together.

Tom thought that he should reserve this for the right moment with Audrey and he felt it wasn’t right and it was not the right time. Audrey repeatedly requested Tom to ask her more questions to get to know her better and told him that it was his chance. Tom tried to concentrate on driving with one hand while the other hand is held by Audrey, he said “let us talk when you wake up and have a proper conversation“. While this is happening Tom thought “this is surreal the girl of my dreams is right beside me, holding my hands already seduced, I don’t know, I care about her, not like this, not like this”. No matter how they stopped themselves the romantic music of fra lippo lippi intensified the moment inside the vehicle they were drawn to each other.

“Here we go, you are home Audrey you need rest”, she doesn’t respond she fell asleep already but still has a firm grip with Tom’s rough hands. Tom decided to take a snooze as well and lay down the driver seat. As soon as that happened Audrey’s head moved on Tom’s chest, she said “your heart is beating so fast”, “it is because of you and I like you so much”. “I don’t believe you” Audrey said and she fell asleep again. Tom just watched her beauty as she lay on the passenger seat she looks even more beautiful asleep, like the face of an angel, little lips, perfectly placed moles while the street light lit her face golden. Tom began stroking her curly Italian hair, her little ears like she is a baby. Tom thought “I want to die happy”, he then began to touch Audrey’s small pouty lips and as he expected it is smooth. Tom went in the proximity for the kiss and like the positive and the negative of a magnet their lips met. The kiss was full of passion, a kiss that was long overdue almost 5 years overdue. Audrey’s tongue is small but it was aggressive, the feeling they have was that they thought everything has shut down there was no time, there was no weather, there was nobody just them sharing their passion for each other. Just as Tom’s hand began to move Audrey grabbed his hand and put in on her perfectly shaped breast, “another surreal moment” he thought. He then put his hand inside Audrey’s blouse and brassier, he touched her pointy nipples and showed it and began to kiss it and lick it with passion. He then went back to kiss her lips and she kissed back with more intensity. Tom’s hand slowly went south thru Audrey’s flat stomach to the insides of her pants. Her pubic region was trimmed, he slowly put his fingers in and Audrey’s body began to quiver, then it jolted with excitement. “Insert more fingers, more fingers, more!!!” Audrey moaned. Tom obediently followed and shut her up with kisses. And finally Tom said “I want to put it in….”, and Audrey replied “let’s go to my room”.

The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo: what is the superior adaptation

I tried watching the Hollywood version of the girl with the dragon tattoo again and the Swedish version is superior in everything, from the actors to the setting and the effects, the simplicity of the Swedish version ironically made it superior.

Ok, without a doubt Rooney Mara is hot and clearly outclasses Noomi Rapace with her natural beauty and female charm but it is one of the basic reasons why Noomi outclassed Rooney(it is nice that their names coincidentally rhymes) as Lisbeth, the realistic look of Noomi as lLisbeth made her performance really believable and immortal. Noomi will forever be attached to the great name of Lisbeth Salander probably the greatest and smartest female heroine in all fiction. A female Sherlock Holmes with the misdeed of the great Arsene Lupin equates to a Lisbeth Salander.

David Fincher the great director he was especially great at the movie Social Network, Fight Club and Seven has bit more than he can chew as he was unanimously beaten by Niels Arden Oplev who directed the 2009 adaptation. David tried his best to be as close to the book as possible and yes he was closer to it versus the 2009 version of the film however he never provided me with the excitement and feeling of mystery of Oplev's version. Even if I have watched both several times the 2009 version still gives me a feeling of mystery versus the 2011 version.

The key scenes were short. The encounters with each key characters were short, Cecilia Vanger appeared to be a solid bitch which she wasn’t (in the book Mikael had sexual encounters with her). Frode was the sacrificial lamb to look like the murderer he was nothing but nice in the 2009 version. Nils Bjurman looks shady in the Hollywood version the moment you see him you know he can't be trusted compared to the Swedish version Nils looked like a proper lawyer, clean cut and orderly office and apartment in the 2011 version he looked like a corrupt wanna be lawyer whose job is in a notary public or whatever you call that shit job. The investigation of Daniel Craig with the key photos of Harriet at the parade it was so full of special effects that it made zero appeal versus the 2009 version where it looked like the camera was just watching a slideshow over and over and it appeared to have the natural thrill and it gave the audience what Mikael really sees in front of the computer.

One of the greatest mysteries of the 2011 version is Daniel Craig's lack of appeal as Mikael, I like him as bond and I think he is the best bond ever a natural, he didn't look like a natural womanizer in the movie like the real Mikael. Even if the 2009 Mikael is clearly outclassed with looks and perhaps muscularity he made it up with chemistry to the characters he was fucked in the movie. It made me feel that every female encounter he had is a romantic conquest. His bed scenes with Lisbeth though cold have chemistry compared to the 2011 version.

Overall the 2009 version is deeper better Lisbeth and Mikael overall and more believable characters.

Black Nazarene

I was watching the tv on GMA. And I was wrong after all there was a miracle. There were survivors. There were people who were lucky to survive the event.

So much is wrong in this society, I was raised by parents and grandparents that were seriously religious, my grandfather on my maternal side kisses all the icons of the saints he sees inside a church lucky for him he is “blessed” with longevity, and he is still sharp at age 87. My grandmother on my paternal side brought me to church all the time when I was younger, and I was eager to join her too. I used to wake up at 3am in wee hours of the summer mornings just to join the procession or “salubong” as they call it to celebrate the resurrection of jesus during holy week; I was so active that I really make an effort to be beside the Cart of the “virgin” Mary.

My grandmother probably is the nicest old lady I know, she gave up her studies to make her siblings finish theirs and she became a businesswoman and lucky her she ended up owning several parcels of land in a village Quezon City. Even if her son-in-law swindled her money and issued checks that bounced and yet she never took him to court or take any legal/illegal actions against him. She forgave him in the name of the so called god a supreme being made through the imagination of the Roman slave owners. That’s how nice and forgiving she is.

Essentially my grandparents and parents are righteous people who never took advantage of anyone and they are also just and tried to be fair with everyone. This is how they were raised and this is how I was raised. How come they are so nice in this cruel world? What was their belief? Was it religion? Was it their belief of heaven and hell?

The god described in the bible is probably the cruelest Supreme Being ever created by the imagination of man. If you commit sins against him, steal from others, kill people, have no faith, commit adultery, even imagine doing bad things you will suffer eternal fire, torture, pain blah blah blah but he loves you. Was that cruel or what?

Take a look at these so called devout Catholics, they have these rules that they need to follow for the rest of their lives, love god above all sure that is easy, thou shall not kill ok doable, thou shall not commit pre-marital sex phew hmm let me guess open to interpretation? Shall not do sexual acts before marriage yeah still open to interpretation; there are many similar open to interpretation now because of the billions and billions of hypocrites in the society. The powerful has used religion to put fear into the minds of the weak, the easy to fool and the poor slaves.

What was the bible’s position regarding slavery, read it and see for yourself how strong your faith is in your religion. Follow the best-selling, award winning and most copies sold fictional book of all time the bible. A book that’s full of incest, child-rape, slavery and violence. A book that tells how the world ends, the coming of the apocalypse, the three days of darkness spirits and the blasphemy of the holy spirit is the most or if not the only unforgivable sin. Read it and imagine it is really fiction and you will feel that it is just nothing but a horror story designed to scare and control a fool.

To be continued…..

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What do you think of God and religion? I was an extremely religious person a month before today and there are some realizations that I came across while reading a lot of top ten articles over the net. The biggest or at least the one that really affected me was a top 10 list of fictional Christ-like figures that PRE-DATED Jesus, oh yeah they exist for example Hercules the son of a god there also many figures who are of VIRGIN BIRTH! I really believe that the background of these figures where just consolidated and they formed Jesus Christ.

I have this strange connection with my boss from USA who was born a catholic to Hispanic parents. He had always claimed that there is no God and the people in the Philippines are poor because of their dedication and blind faith to Christianity. Of course as a strict catholic I didn’t believe him right away but I did not close my mind as well.

I began reading and researching on that matter that is why I came across the Christ-like figures, like a mad man I was obsessed with this theories, what good has Christianity done to the Philippines?! More bad than good! I saw the news last night about this annual dedication of the black jesus in Quiapo, this is an age long Philippine practice for followers, devotees and people seeking a miracle solution to their problems may it be for their diseases or their poor lives. What I don’t get with this black Nazarene is why people keep on coming to this parade of bullshit, people die every year due to stampede, elderly people get injured, kids lost, snatchers steal people’s money.

People may bash me for my lack of faith but I look at the facts of life, what happened to God’s supposedly divine intervention in EDSA 25 years ago? The country is as poor as ever, crime rates are sky high it has become a career for desperate people, is this part of “God’s” plan. Believe what you want to believe religion is created for people who want someone to rely on; someone who they feel will be responsible to their protection of their lives; a psychological defense against the physically stronger eons ago. There are many reasons why religion was created before the world was discovered that it was round every country isolated from civilization have different religion, what constituted Catholicism, Muslim, Hinduism, Buddhist and any other major religion to be real for majority of the population on earth is beyond me.

If there are aliens and they can see us, hear us and understand us I bet my life savings that they are laughing at us right now. Remember how the Vatican ridiculed Galileo for his theory that the Earth is not the center of the universe?! In all fairness Galileo was incorrect that the sun is the center of the universe but the Vatican is incorrect to say that the earth is the center of the universe, this just proves that all Vatican is just a government who by the years collected what they feel is right and thrown out what they think is wrong. The devotees are just fooled for 2 thousand years of this horseshit.

I came from a movie house and saw a trailer for another sequel of a crap of a series Underworld. Vampires are fictional beings that was created by the Catholics! Don’t believe me? How come vampire hunters/fighters are using crosses as their arsenal against these creatures? Haha why not a Buddha statue or the book of Koran or Thor’s hammer?? The idea of these monsters is to scare people from the medieval era as the Vatican continued to prosecute and execute “witches”. How many millions of people have died due to religion especially Christianity? And yet it was us believers who ask for their forgiveness.

Ponder on these thoughts open your mind not the soul that can’t be seen and never was on any human anatomy books, think! What is religion for? Who have benefited really with religion? Who has documented the existence of Jesus that has really witnessed him? Think! Then believe in yourself!